Love, mental health, PSYCHOLOGY, Relationships, Write

To Be Or Not To Be?

To be or not to be,

With someone or without?

To be thoughtful or be reckless for a while?

To be guilty of the mistakes,

Or to have some fun?

To spend more on yourself,

Or to save it for nothing at all?

To overthink a little,

Or to just go for it?

To speak your heart,

Or Just keep it to yourself?

So many dilemmas, so many questions!

To look for an answer,

Or to wait for it to arrive?

Loneliness is creeping again.

To be disappointed & afraid,

Or be neglectful and move on?

It may just be another day of despair,

Or may be, it were a few days in a dream world!

May be we’re coming back to reality,

Or may be the illusion was the reality after all!

Guess, we will find out in a while,

Or may be not……

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Express! Or Not!

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The quite is not the presence of silence,

But it’s the absence of expressions.

And even when you’re not quite,

Those are the silences to be filled with the thoughts that can be truly expressed.

It literally eats us up when we can’t express what we’re feeling.

Like, when autumn leaves to welcome winter,

The leaves don’t fall for its arrival,

But they fall because that’s the only way they know, to express pain.

So, it is painful when you can’t express.

But to the ones who see you in the sweet pain,

You seem beautiful.

Because the thoughts you can’t express through words,

Sparkle through your eyes,

Reflect in your smiles &

Result in creative acts.

We may eventually get over these thoughts or feelings, without having to express them at all.

However, the beauty in it lies in the way they made us feel, which will stay with us forever.

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Restless

When do you not feel it?

The helplessness in the chaotic moments.

The hopelessness in the screaming silences.

The selfishness in the social boycotting.

The tiredness in the breathes you keep taking!

When are you not restless?

In the morning to not wanting to see the sun.

In the evening to not racing to see it set.

In the night with the moon and on nights without it.

When are we not messed up?

May be,

In the little moments of laughter.

In between the meals with family & friends.

Inside the chats we keep having with people and texts we keep replying to.

When are we so messed up?

May be , it’s all in the head.

Guess we’ll never know.

Though, the mess remains so and

So does the non-mess.

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Writing A Love Story

I want to write everything.

The love and the little things.

Though I feel, to love is to live,

I shouldn’t write everything!

But when I think of you,

My heart just sings….

Sure, you’re not mine,

Sure, you’re away,

Sure, time is flying,

But you make me feel love again.

To love you, is to love a ghost.

I can’t reach you or hold your hand,

I can’t hug you tight and make you stay.

I can’t give you the love I so keep giving you anyway!!

It’s okay really.

It’s what it is.

You don’t love me.

And it doesn’t mean I can’t.

You’re the love I will forever cherish in my heart.

This love I have for you, taught me what love is,

And to this day forward babe, I set you free.

This is why, I wrote this love story.

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Thinking About The Void

When with people,

It seems it’s filled.

When without anyone,

It suddenly exists!

Without it’s presence,

While we try to live in the present,

It appears from somewhere we’d like to forget!

Alone is not a safe spot for it.

To run away from the void,

We need to learn to escape it.

Even if it means to force yourself into the company of people.

The void is smarter when you’re alone & trying to be your own keeper.

So now when I think about it,

It gets bigger and darker.

It is inviting me in, to enjoy it, which seems like will last forever!

And I am standing on its edge,

Trying to ping and poke everyone I know.

Just to be saved from that darkness,

Which attacks me only when I am alone!

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Part Of Me

A part of me wants to leave you,

A part of me wants to stay.

Another part says , “let it be”,

And another says it’s okay!

I on the other hand, do nothing but listen,

To all of my part’s debates.

Pride, Hope, Life or Acceptance,

All of them wanting to win!

They look at me in a longing way,

As I look away!

I look at the other side,

A side where I want to play.

Away from their chaotic notions,

Away from their extended stays.

When I look away long enough,

They’ll probably want to sway.

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She Feels Like In Love!

Never again I’d love someone that much, she thought!

Yet never again she felt the need.

Until that one came along and said the right things,

She seemed happy and connected again!

She found the vibe she was looking for,

And she found the bond.

But one thing she didn’t find,

Was love after all!

She figured it’s a phase

But she knew she needs to face this

In order to self-motivate!

So she told herself to feel it to the fullest.

To feel this ‘so called love’ to its last breathe

Because only then she can forget the last one!

So she did. Forget the last one.

But what about this one?!

Just like the last one,

This one hurts the same,

The only difference is,

Now it’s become mundane!

This cycle cannot go on any longer!

So she stops now!

And tells herself to love the Now,

But not get carried away for the tomorrow….

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Leave Her Be!

Never to learn & earn for respect,

But no more. She knows Self respect.

If she could speak the language she thinks in,

She’d save every ounce of her best!

But she is tired of walking into the same trap!

She’s tired of the love she wants to forget!

She’s tired of her eyes becoming an ocean,

She’s tired of sorrowful tomorrows.

All she asks, is to leave her be.

Let her be happy now!

She knows she’s alone,

But let her know that it doesn’t matter!

Let her know she’s her own lover.

Let her know, she is free from the troubles!

Leave her be.

Set her free.

She’s tired of memories,

& now she wants to forget every HE.

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The Eyes That Speak

Like swaying in the wind,

With Dreams and desires…

Looks at me like a raging fire..

Eyes have that passion,

That words don’t say..

Eyes have that power,

That takes me away…

Held my hand like a scared child…

A grip so tight, as if it is glued with love..

Standing at a distance,

Yet, feeling so close..

Suffocated with longing,

And relieved with the storm..

A storm that the heart is creating.

Pounding like an angry ocean…

Making it hard to look in those eyes,

Those eyes can speak a thousand rhymes…

Turning my feelings into flame,

The stare isn’t enough to gaze..

Hand in hand makes it ablaze.

Any minute, we can turn into fireballs that rains…

Walking along, not a word needed.

The eyes meet each other every second,

And looking away makes it more tense..

This love feels so intense.

A love that makes you week in the knees..

A love that makes you understand what Love is..

A love that knows no limits..

A love that lets you go,

Because it’s too much for this world to bear…..


Thanks For Reading. Namaste.

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The ONE Thing We Learned In 2020

2020 has been the worst year we’ve ever seen. All we can do, is hope for better and that becomes are fuel to go through everyday. We have done so many things this year along side facing some. We got abundant of time to work on ourselves and our passions. We finished some things that were on hold for a while because of lack of time! Yet, we learnt the most important thing in 2020.

ACCEPTANCE.

Acceptance is the biggest lesson & a milestone one can achieve. 2020 has come with innumerable lessons, and one of the most important one is Acceptance.

Acceptance of Circumstances –

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Accepting that what we have is enough and we must not waste resources. Accepting that things are temporary and good times don’t last forever. So doesn’t bad times. Accepting the situations around us, how we wasted valuable moments with family before, and now we’re getting some. How some people are losing their families and we’re some lucky few to have them safe. SO we embrace it.

Acceptance of People’s Choices –

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People are sharing things, opinions, feelings, stories and their vulnerability, insecurities and self-love stories too. And we’re getting inspired to adapt something from them. In the world of trollers and shamers, most of the people are accepting the truth and sharing positive thoughts. Accepting the love and kindness we can spread is one of the biggest highlights of the year.

Acceptance of Time –

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Good times don’t last and so doesn’t bad ones. So we’ve learnt this year. Although, bad ones seem to last longer for now, but we know there’s hope and this is going to end soon and we’ll accept the things in newer world. We will embrace the good times better from now on.

Acceptance of Judgements-

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Let’s face it. Most of the people are spending their time on the internet and there are billion types of people. Like the ones who troll and the ones who troll the trollers, and the one who troll the trolling the trollers, because freedom of speech! But, at least, the fights stay online. We learn newer perspectives and realities from all around the world. With that, we accept everyone without judging them.

Acceptance of Love-

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With so many inspiring stories of people doing so much in this tough scenario, just melts our hearts. Standing up for each other, sending love to people who are away, calling and texting to just say ‘hello’, keeping track of each other’s mental healths and most of all spending time with family and ourselves and meeting our trueselves.

Acceptance of Power of Togetherness-

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We’re standing up for people, from all around the world. Be it the #blacklivesmatter movement, the #lebanondisaster , #mentalhealthawareness or #covidcases around the globe. We’re speaking up, and witnessing the power of togetherness. This going to make us all stronger as human beings, more kind, compassionate and empathetic.

Acceptance of Passions & Dreams-

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We’re all going back to the things we loved to do. Painting, dancing, singing, writing, cooking, baking and what not! We get astounded everyday with one thing or the other and I thank THE INTERNET for that. We’re learning more than ever. We’ve accepted that learning is growing and now that we have the time, we’re getting on it with online courses and workshops. We’re accepting that if we don’t learn NOW, we’ll never do.

Acceptance of Life, As It Goes On-

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People are losing their loved ones and some people are safe with theirs. Call it fate , luck or destiny, life is uncertain and we’re accepting it. With Covid or any other reason, people are losing lives but other people are giving birth too. We’ve lost so many great artists this year. The most loved, most followed people. We’re so damn sad about it, but it’s the truth and we’re accepting to move on and pray for a better tomorrow and in that, we’re together.

Acceptance of Mistakes-

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We’ve done a lot of damage to ourselves and to others in the past and this year has made us accept everything. This year we accepted to move on and let the mistakes stay where they’re- in the past. Accepting the defeat is also a victory and it’s the one thing required to live a meaningful life. Embrace the failures and learn the lessons.

Acceptance of Ourselves-

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In the end, what matters is – OUR WILL. How strong we’ve become or how weak we are. We matter the most in our lives and accepting this has been a major change in so many lives this year. Taking time off from the internet, friends or doing certain things, for our own peace of mind. Accepting mistakes and learning from them. Falling in love and getting rejected, losing the job and starting to work on a dream project – so many things happening in so many lives. But in the end- we accept that what matters the most is still there and that makes all the difference.


Thanks for reading. Namaste.